I seem to be at this age where I’m interested in finding someone to Love. I am ready to settle down and I think it’s weird for me to say that because I’m only 20. I still have a lot of life to live but I really don’t want to just jump from girl to girl anymore. I’ve got a heart to give and see no point in wasting my time.
I was telling my friend the other day about how I don’t want to just hook up with random girls and he could not comprehend it. He said “Why do you not want to just hook up with random girls?”. The truth is that was SO fun in high school, but I am not the same Now as I was then.
I found God in 10th grade and over the years he has showed me how immature “girl hoping” can be. There is no point in filling my heart with a one night love romance. I am still lucky to be able to say I am a virgin after High School. High School had so much temptation and I know I would definitely regret having sex with a girl that meant nothing to me.
I have learned a lot from summer 2008 and now. I have fallen in Love and then out of Love. I have learned to be patient with girls and listen. I have learned how to control my teenage hormones (most of the time). I have learned how to truly live selflessly for someone. When you think about it that is a lot! I now have the tools to give my future Wife real love and I know that if I center my life around God, God will give me the true desires of my heart.
The hard part for me now is that I am so anxious to find that Special Girl that sometimes it makes me want to rush into something with someone. From now on I will need to continue to remind myself to be patient because when I find My Wife I know she will be the most AMAZING GIRL EVER!
If you are reading this just know that you are not pressured to be in a pointless relationship. If you don’t see the guy or girl you are with in your future what is the point in wasting more of your time? Be smart by not getting in to certain relationships. You want someone in your life that will build you up and not break you down. Relationships are not made to be abusive but to make you stronger. We are not made to be alone; however it is better to be alone than to waste your time with someone that will just block your view on what love is supposed to be. Stay strong and don’t give in to the temptations of this world. Stay on the right path and when you see you are straying away get back on the right path! Make smart choices!
God is Love,
Jason Carter
